How Much Longer?

I wait for the tears

That come each night

The ones I fear

Will take my sight

Time heals all wounds

That's wht they told me

So why do I still stifle that sound?

Wasn't getting better a guarantee?

I feel so alone

Because the pain stays the same

I still want to go home

And I need someone to blame

Someone's at fault

For what I am feeling

Someone should understand

What I've been concealing

I'm no longer waiting

The tears have arrived

That someone never came

But I still survived.