Forgotten

What happens if you're forgotten? What do you do? The person who told you that they loved you just...forgets. Everything you two had is gone, forgotten. Like a whisper in the wind. Fading away. Along with the life you used to have.

It hurts. A lot. To find out that those who were supposed to be there no matter what have moved on to 'better' things. It's a blow to not only your ego but simply your state of mind.

How can you depend on those around you when you've experienced this? When you know you can be forgotten by the ones you hold closed. How can you trust that they won't forget about you and you won't have to go through it all over again?

If you know this kind of pain you can also understand this inablility to rely on your friends. The fear of the possibility that this event could repeat itself. And you don't want it to. You don't want to feel like you did ever again. Because it hurts too much. Being abandoned by one you had so much faith in. Whom you shared so much with. If those 'friends' can do it then what do these new bonds mean? What do they represent?

Just another friendship to be broken? Another way to be forgotten? Or a way to start over? A new beginning.